How do we live life when we haven’t seen the days ahead. How do we plan when we don’t know what lies ahead. For me one of life’s mystery’s is; it takes life experience to negotiate life correctly, but when were born we start with zero life experience, and for me it always left me with a feeling of constantly being behind. I have proven to myself that my limited life experience coupled with my distorted sense of my own understanding is not enough for me to live happy, joyous, and free.
Dear Heavenly Father, I pray that this message will find those who need to hear it, I thank you for sending your son Jesus Christ to draw us close to you Almighty God, the Beginning and Ending, the one who knew us before the foundations of the Heavens and Earth. In Jesus name I pray Amen.
In December 28, 1985 I met a man on a narrow path that asked me to join him, he said his yoke is easy and his burden is light. I reluctantly agreed but we both knew I didn’t trust him with all I was. I met a woman around the same time who was lost in life, what made her different was, that instead of lusting after her, I had this feeling, like I wanted to care for her for the rest of my life. We made it thirty-one years before we turned on each other and waged emotional warfare until we had destroyed our marriage, and each other. What was odd was the comment I made that open the gates of hell “I feel like the most lucky man in the world, I didn’t marry my best friend but now I’m married to my best friend”. For the next two and half years my life was emotional hell like I’ve never experience.
I found myself all alone, the people that I had dedicated myself too had rejected me and I was all alone. Out of my seven children only two were there for me. God met me where I was, He told me He wanted me. He told me to surrender to Him and come find rest at the foot of the cross. This time I had enough life experience to know, that in my own understanding I would never find happiness, joy, or freedom in life. To the Glory of God he has done so much for me and my family in a short amount of time! He brought my youngest son to Himself, In a night of pure misery as I cried out to Lord for answers in an unmistakably way, I found out not only did Jesus bring my son to Him, but Jesus had my son text me the unmistakable answer to that pray in that morning before I even prayed that prayer later that night!
This is the scripture that Jesus gave me at my Redemption as a foundation for my new life in Him.
Joshua 1:9 Have I not commanded you? Be strong and courageous Do not be afraid; do not be discourage, for the Lord your God will be with you wherever you go.
As a full-time rv’er that has great for comfort me.
The Lord is raising up a remnant of Believer who were chased out of traditional church by misguided teaching on “Fire and Brimstone”. The Time is now God wants you!
Peace be with you